Right? No, Wrong...

Althrough I was determined to update on a daily basis, this is how it always ends with my diary/blog. Also, the days have been pretty uneventfull, ugly rainy weather, cold and strong wind. Was spending both days at home. Also it looks like I'm starting to get sick, from breathing cold air all night long. It's still only october, we haven't even turned on the heating yet. Rly didn't expect to suddenly be this damn cold. Well the weather perfectly reflects my mood the past days. Thing's were happening, althrough I won't mention them here. As this blog is easily accesible and I don't think it's everyones business. I still think it was a good decision on my side, good for me, but guess I am never determined enough since I always take it back. I'm back to where I was before, as not happy as always & still on the looser-end. And since I erased everything from before, it's even more complicated now. Or let's say just annoying. It doesn't feel the same as before anymore either. My new fav song below, to this occasion.

and PS: 'Happy' 6th anniversary to me...