It feels like a lot of things have happened. It feels like some sesions of my life were so far far ago. I wonder how much time it's really been. It's also a few months ago that I got this job. Definitely changed my life. Now unlike before I go out every single day, I have friends to spend the day with and I like to go work (unless like I mentioned too many people call). I'm also single which means I can invest all of my time into myself only. Also found out that I won't find a normal slovak guy who would share my interests. I guess I'm seriously destined to date asian guys for the rest of my life lol. Suits me best. I just don't find slovak guys attractive. Sort of. Maybe even if not asian probably not slovak through lol. Ok well maybe I shouldn't say never. There is never a never. But like, I got so many guys lined if I wanted lol. In any case, I figured out I shouldn't waste my time with 'giving guys a chance' if I'm not really into them from begin with. Will spare me a lot of time and effort. Why should I put so much effort into a relationship where the man wanted me first. They should work hard to convince me that they're good boyfriends. Lol. If nothing else then I learned to love myself over everyone else around me. No one else is worth it. You only have to live with yourself for the rest of your life. So you can just as well make it as interesting as possible for yourself. And being the prolly prettiest girl on the whole floor does spice things up a little bit. (Ok, or let's say one of the prettiest)