Did I mention in the previous posts that these will be an 'awesome' Birthday & an 'awesome' Christmas & an 'awesome' New Year? Well it sure will...For me anyways...Woke up again to my mom vomitting before work. It's been at least a few months since I first time woke up to that...When dad is at work and when she thinks I sleep...Woke up to it at least 5 times so far & who knows how many times I just overslept omg...

Sigh I just hope it's just her morning coffee that makes her stomach upset after waking up early Like mine gets upset if I drink some sort of strong coffees, but seriously omg what the fuck is this. Someone over 40 can't possibly develop eating disorders or can they...Shes not the type to take big care of herself or her figure. Where the hell is this family developing sigh, everyone in this family is disabled for gods sake -.- Dad's right arm still didn't heal even after 4 years, my mom seems to be getting eating disorders after getting help with her Bipolar Disorder ( Bipolar disorder, previously known as manic-depressive disorder, is a condition in which depressive phases alternate with periods of mania or hypomania.) & I'm having depressions and apathy since several months. I wonder who is the next person for whom I have to call ambulance.

Happy Fcking Holidays