Hi again dear blog~... Just woke up after a 3hours nap. Hmm...it's been...interesting at work...A lot of gossip about yesterdays party and what everyone did and said when they were drunk lol. And a lot of discussion about that guy...Whole office was curious about which high rank guy been openly asking me to date him in front of half Dell... Not sure I like it. Didn't really need to spread THIS around. Not into the whole office at least. Been with him on a coffee today, on the top roof of Dell. He asked me out again, first for friday, then for weekend, then even that we could take someone 3rd with us when I declined all the previous offers. ~.~ The non hetero colleague of mine been even trying to convince me to give him a try... Guess no one can say a bad word about this guy, everyone likes him. But to be honest, I like his personality, I like his interests and everything but... his looks. I know I'm super superficial, but you can't date a guy you're not attracted to at all. Not like he would be offended by this, he would go straight shopping with me and let me choose clothes and have me choose a perfume that I would like on him. I wonder why all the guys try to speed it up so much. This is the third guy I'm maybe about to refuse. All of them just because they been way too hasty and freaked me out. But this guy also downloaded audition and likes it... like lol... audition! If I weren't so superficial I might have a great relationship now...

Dear blog... Since I'm quite drunk I'll keep it short. Well I still vaguely remember this guy asking me if I give him a chance and date him, I also vaguely remember him stroking my hair for quite a while seeming like he really enjoys it. I also remember him almost throwing this other guy over when he allowed himself to touch me. He's been also fanning me with the menu list for the whole night cause I've been hot. And he also been bringing me drinks. He's also very funny, he's nice and all my colleagues seemed to enjoy his presence. Even I have to admit he's a perfect gentleman, we have the same interests, he even downloaded audition for me, he earns good money at dell, he's good to his parents, he's perfect... Now why am I so unhappy about a perfect man wanting me...