But lately... this one guy. Hes being overly honest, presenting his heart on a silver tablet. Before I always liked when guys would be honest and brave enough to admit they felt drawn to me. But erm... dunnoe if it's cause of all the ruined relationships I have behind me, or cause of how I ended up tosses away in my last relationship, or cause I'm scared to start a new one just yet? Whatever the reason is, hes freaking me out...like really freaking me out. Three weeks ago I logged in on one of these online pages, thinking that I should find myself a replacement, but then I changed my mind to think that I gave up searching anything over internet. Then this one guy I barely exchanged few messages with ... well while I was gone he wrote me like 4 times. Now that I gave him my facebook, he spams me messages. Well... he's 28 ok... a bit old maybe. Maybe I don't fancy blond hair and blue eyes either...Ok nevermind the haircolour I just dont fancy hair that short and military stuff. But I doubt he walks like that around in the city. He has a car, he lives in a family house a bit outside of Brat with his parents (omg another guy living with parents) but they're supposed to have pretty flowers in the garden all right...and he's not the type to listen to his parents, thanks got for this trait in slovakian guys. But he can't speak english so far I know, and most of my life is going on in english. But that shouldn't really be a problem or?
He said many many times how pretty I would be, which leads me to the question that he only wants me for my looks. Which would lead towards sex. And I'm not willing to sink that low. That's what I think at least about a guy that want's to date me, without knowing anything about me, my background or my personality. He will regret wanting to date me, cause I look like an angel (in his view), when I smash his head against the wall one day.
He has two older sisters, so I guess a guy that has sisters should know what girls want. Older sisters always teach their little brother lol. He was in military as well, so I guess hes no pussy and knows how to take care of himself and me also.
But er after one day telling me things like he wants to hear my voice, have my phone number and that he want's to spend time with me... give me a break please, slow down a little. -_-'''
So yea... maybe my life isn't that boring after all. Apparently I have no difficulty finding a guy, but it's hard to find a decent one, worth my time, with whom the relationship won't end in a complete fiasco... My, my haven't I grown cautious...
Well apart from all this... it's sunday, guess I have to do some cleaning since I did nothing really yesterday. Slept through the whole day till late afternoon and then was with my Thai till 22:30 or so... Shopping, walking around and having coctails. So... yea all the cleaning is stacked upon today. So much for sunday being even the God's day off, to relax.
