Again haven't posted in a while, the last days I didn't rly get a lot of online time to keep this blog updated. Either I was out all days long with my boyfriend or I was simply too tired and lazy to write an essay here. Dunnoe if it's only me? But the early winter this year sure makes me feel very tired, lazy and worn out even after sleeping 11hours and pretty much not doing anything all day long. It's only the begin of november and it's already snowing in some parts of Slovakia. And yesterday I seriously listened to the song Last Christmas by As One...I think that alone says enough. That also reminds me that it's getting close to the end of the year 2oo9 & after opening my planning diary (which is almost always empty the last days), I realise I haven't done anything special in the past weeks if not months. =/ Should start moving again really, why does the time always pass so fast when you want it to go slower and vice versa. It's almost half term time for my far school studium and I haven't even started properly learning yet. It's almost my 20th Bday and things r still crap in my life. Almost year 2o1o and I still need to find a job...I wanted to do so much in the year of 2oo9 and haven't managed almost anything. Sigh damn me for being one of those ppl that don't start moving until they RLY REALLY have to. Or until someone else serves it for them half done on a silver plate. In any case I think I start writting things into my planning diary again, somewhat I seem to stick more to it when it's written in front of me than if I only keep it in my head.