Dear blog~ Hmm... what to tell you, today I'm not really in a good mood at all. Actually dunnoe whats wrong. Guess I feel lonely today. Was playing audi for a moment. And it's been 12days since I last spoke to Fan and ignored his last sms. I packed all of the stuff I got from him into a package and it's ready to be send back to England. Well... I also talked to Ryan the past 2 days, not that it gives me anything really. He has no intentions to be anything with me so. Hmm... Nothing to write really, too uneventfull and boring.