Also last night I went bed at 3am. Guess who was still awake at 4.30am...righty, me. Insomnia getting back to me? I don't know, I actually fell asleep without problems the last few nights. I wonder why yesterday, I didn't even have a coffee overdose. But after 1.30h of rolling in bed to the side and turning head each time smth interesting came on tv, after having to fight off an annoying fly every few minutes, I gave up. I stood up & went back to pc (with a cup of coffee). I guess u can't rly imagine my surprise when I still saw my boyfriend online on MSN. The person who always begs to go bed & is falling asleep on table behind pc. Maybe it's easier to just copy paste the reason & the following conversation below, than trying to summarise it. I won't copy paste all, would be too much flooding, just the important lines.
Me - erm wtf u still doing online (yea im so polite n friendly)
Fan - Just discovered a bargain with ryanair. Well, either a bargain, or a bug with their website. £0 tickets. Completely free. On the payment screen all boxes are greyed out. I've never seen it like this in the past 2 and half years. Baby wanna come to london? =x
>At this point I already smell trouble<
Fan - I booked some tickets already. Got confirmation details like before, so it works. (not tickets for you) (but i'm trying to find some)Don't wan?
Me - I did think i visit one day, but to make sure i make my way there, i was thinking more of you comming here, then i comming there with u, then me going home alone.
Fan - That's exactly what i'm thinking. But kinda hard to find tickets for accomodate all that ;;;
Me - Slow down lol i cant just disappear on a plane like that lol. Unless it would be a day trip, which i could mask in front of my parents. But either way i dont even own a passport.
Fan - Don't need one. U can use ur ID card.
>Reason #1 to decline trashed<
Fan - Hmm daytrip won't really work. You would end up with only 4 hours inside london.
Me - Just for info... when r the flights...
Fan - Random times in november mostly. But i don't think i can manage to find tickets to suit those requirements x.x
Me - Good then
Fan - U don't want to come then .___.'
Me - I do but not when u announce it to me at 5am friday morning. Its not like that for me. I need to tell parents, or have a proper lie, im not working i also need money, and i have school on monday and i cant be rly away at weekends.
>What I say get's ignored, see below<
Fan - If you don't need me to accompany you on the way here. Then u can come on the 4th wednesday, evening and go back saturday morning.
Me - Hello? Did u read? What u expect me to tell parents?! That's 3 nights outside of Bratislava.
Fan - Daytrip? I'll take you on the world's first "London in 4 hours" tour.
>I guess 3 days or one day, doesn't rly matter? So keen on getting me to visit<
And the conversation went on in the same manner. Telling me at 5am in the morning that I can (Can?!!? or HAVE TO = = ) fly to London in november already. Nothing of what I said really made him stop convincing me and searching for a flight that would suit me lol. I never in my life went somewhere so far. Like max into wien?! I NEVER was on a plane and oh...did I mention...I'm kinda scared of flying...With my luck the thing will come crashing down with me on it! I don't wanna die yet! Yes I know there r a lot more car accidents than plane accident. But car accidents usually contain 2-4 ppl, while the board of a plane contains how much? 50? More? ._.' I will die on a plane =/ Also it is very convenient to have your boyfriend organise everything for you and just presents you with the finished thing...But I prefer things to be shown to me once, so I know myself how to organise all the stuff the next time. Surely he had no bad intentions (if I forgive him his ignorance of all my objections lol) but that's a bit toooooo rushed for me? I don't even own any credit cards or proper bank cards ( I have one but thats rly useless for everything online, the most i can do with that poor card is Internet Banking, that wont help me even book an hotel or flight myself!!! ), also unemployed atm. Like, if I go London I can't go halfway home n ask daddy give me more money =x And I'm definitely not going without having the money for it, that's not how u go for trips LOl. Also what if I get lost >:{ My orientation sense sucks, althrough my english is fluent. But then again, this opportunity is pretty much presented to me on a silver plate. I would want to go, but not blindly without knowing how things will go once I'm there. Will see how things turn out until the end of november for me...the situation might change completely and i might actually be able to go with no problems.
Anyway, this was all from yesterday night & early morning. Today, as I promised myself yesterday, I went for the institute search again! This time a bit more clever after looking into the map last night and this time if i was stupid enough to not find it again, i WOULD ask someone...pretending I didn't live here for 19 years...At around 2pm I took the tram 7 from under my apartement to spare myself the effort of walking there, when I have tram tickets in my wallet anyway. The weather also isn't very ideal for a nice walk. Raining all morning, cold, windy and cloudy...You get the idea, tram. Was only 2 stops later that I got out of the tram again, crossed the street like I did yesterday & went for the street next to the one i ended up on yesterday. And guess what...I found this rly obvious building, I saw it yesterday too, I just didnt bother to look at the door from the side.
Clever huh? As pleased as I was with finding it, as displeased I was when I walked up the stairs and saw the opening times...
Monday: 8am - 12am >Lunch Break< 1pm - 3pm
Tuesday: 8am - 12am >Lunch Break< 1pm - 3pm
Wednesday: 8.30am - 12am >Lunch Break< 1pm - 5pm
Thursday: Closed (Oh, not to forget, thursday was yesterday, when I went there first day, althrough I didn't find it yesterday, even if I would it would be good for nothing for me, since it would be closed)
Friday: 8am - 12am (I got there at around 2.30pm. Great isn't it?!)
Went there the second day in a row for nothing and nothing again! On the other side, I'm sure it's nice to be working there. I mean...such work hours, not that bad issit... At least I found it this time...Now when I know where the building is and when its openned, I'll make sure that I dont go there the 3rd time for nothing again.
I turned around n started making my way back. The weather is everything but nice today. Rainy & cold, cloudy as well. The ideal day to just stay at home, in warmth and do some relaxing, instead of going around city for crap like this. After a while the freezing wind gave me a headache & althrough it was cold and I was walking slowly (judging from wearing heels and the ppl which were over-taking me) I got overheated and almost started sweating? What's that? I could understand if I was in a hurry, but I was walking on a slow pace & struggling. Guess I'm not used to that kind of thing anymore? To be honest I wasn't going out THAT much the past year, nor did I do anything to keep fit or ... But to be fair I only slept around 4 hours last night, maybe that's why I got exhausted and felt weak so fast. It was ok as soon as I got back on my street. I decided to go for a little bargain shopping & what a bargain shopping. I guess the things I bought don't need to be mentioned here but let me at least say it were 5 things for less than 10 euro. This isn't rly how I imagined my friday through. I wanted to go out, but I only have 3 ppl to go out & all of them already had different plans...I guess that's what comes out of last minute planning? Linda already had plans to go somewhere & since I had a feeling it included a lot of smoke, weird ugly guys and her boyfriend...I didn't think about asking to join in. Better not. Klaudia had to take care of her sick grandma and my Ex-boyfriend wasn't in the city anymore. Althrough if it's me who asks, he would probably come back again lol, but erm I guess I drop it for today. I guess it's ok to spend a day like today at home, considering how ugly and cold it's outside. Since I still had plently of things to write here & I did do at lest something, I wont feel too bad for not going out friday night.
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