Here we are again dear blog, you sure backstabbed me yesterday. This is why people write their diaries and not put their inner throughts on internet. You know you stupid blog, I know what I wrote in those previous posts and let's be honest you stupid blog, who was I kidding? Things are not so black and white as I would really like to make them seem. I'm not THAT okay as I would like to make it seem either. I got to swallow my own words yesterday, written by someone else and you know stupid blog, I didn't like that it took a few lines till I could feel my tears welling up and I didn't like that I actually really got to cry for 20minutes, when I read from someone else what I myself wrote. So you know stupid blog? You shouldn't know too much either, you backstab me stupid blog. I should replace you with a nice diary! But yea dear stupid blog, we both know that I made you because I WANTED ppl to read what I couldn't tell them myself. You were like a messenger for me. But Dear stupid blog, could you make the ppl read between the lines too? So that they read what both you and I know was really meant by what I wrote. We both know we're lonely and no one reads this. We also both know that only one person reads this, except you and me, and that to that person you do more harm than good. We shall go private right dear blog? Just you and me, and if I choose someone else from time to time.