Hi again dear blog. At work now again, after sleeping for only something close to 4 hours again the past night. But this morning I finaly woke up and surprisingly I was decided. I was decided that I can't leave, also that I would regret it for the rest of my life if I didn't try everything to be with him. Also even if I COULD leave, the fact is, I don't want to. Not as long as our relationship is working out and it's been great. How can I give up when I know he loves me and I love him. = I can't and I don't want to. Not cause I don't study university yet, when I want to anyway. I still want to do all the things I planned before. And I won't be so easy to get rid of.

So it's time to deal the cards and start the game.