Hiiii again blog I know I've been neglecting you again but yea. Had nothing to write really but erm...now I really fucking wonder why I have to be attracting such despo psycho type of guys with self-esteem problems. Like that Jozef guy from Facebook. He was so clear on the topic from begin with that he wants me that it wasn't pretty anymore. It ruined the whole game. And I had no interests anyway. And when I delete that guy (cause seriously I don't need any despos) I catch the attention of another one in work? Like hell, come on give me a break. At least send a normal guy my way or don't send me any. But not these creeps, that are oozing the desperateness to get me, from begin. I honestly don't like, when someone just starts hitting on me from begin on and starts being very obvious when he doesn't even know me. It mean's the guy goes purely for the looks and I really don't need that kind of guys around me. Of course it's flattering that they like my looks, but if we can't even enjoy a normal conversation, then it has no sense at all. And I can't find a normal conversation with this guy, so... and he's just so plain obvious it ruins the whole fun and creeps me out. Over before it already began. So GOD!@ Either a NORMAL guy or NO guy... I'm in no mental shape to cure low self-esteem and desperation.