Hmm hi again. I wonder if it's possible to become disgusted with the whole male race. Cause I just find all of the guys (and honestly since the past ten months, I could have at least *counts* 6 of them) disgusting right now. They're creeping me out, I don't find them attractive at all. I just don't want to be around them, don't want to talk to them. They bore me. I feel sick if anyone starts giving me compliments. I think they're all fake. They lie. They're unnecesarry. I can be on my own. I also prolly will. I'm fine alone. All alone lol. Who would think so. Me who was depressed over the lack of company. I actually am depressed by all the attention they give me. They ruin the game. They're hasty and try to hurry it up. I felt happy until I was writting with this guy today. He's so damn boring. He's also fish from zodiac, he's just BORING! Geez... sigh. -_-' Is it possible to feel sick to your heart lol? If yes then I do. Feels contamined with disgust and hatred. Mostly disgust. -_-' Oh well, I'm more happy from my work than male attention. It just serves to boost my ego.