Hmm dear blog... I haven't been posting regularly anymore since a very long time... Actually I wanted to keep away from blogging certain things, but then again I'm a bit lazy to be writting my diary in paper form...

Hmm...I do have mood periods...for a while it's fine, then when you think it's gonna stay good and your over everything that makes you sad, you collapse into being really miserable...then after it's fine for a while again. But hmm... it's not the same as 3months ago anymore. I won't be writting anything special here, writting some things here already backstabbed me in the past. I'm actually really confused myself and probably just rambling around.

I refused to meet with Karol since tuesday... that guy sure has high hopes, since he dared to attempt to kiss me in public, more so in front of my house, during daylight, while waiting for a stupid tram. How pathetic god... -.-' Thank's god I'm good at dodging since I already had many opportunities to train that with Thai.

Well don't have much to say really... So I'll end it with a song and lyrics.

Inna – Do You

I went back in time so many times, when we were two. Even though I know that you forgot, you forgot about us. It’s sad without you, when you’re not here. Thinking about my memories makes me cry, makes me hope. I have a single question,do you?Do you know how it hurts when I always look at you? Do you?Or is it only me who knows that. Whenever I see your face,do you?Do you know how it hurts when I always look at you?Do you?Or is it only me who knows that. Whenever I see your face.I waited so many nights.My soul is empty. Whether you don’t want or can’t come back now,looking up at the sky I have only one thought…I’m still waiting you,hoping you will be back soon.